Hey, I am back after a long study marathon for my mid yr exams... WOW!! stress out and worked out. Anyway the papers were difficult as usual and i manage to still finish it but results are the big outstanding request. hahahxx!!
Anyway guess what pass few days my mind and heart is not in a stable state. It had been having thoughts that i cannot explain. I feel hard and sharp pain piercing into my heart. I feel like crying, but i really don't understand why thinks must turn out like that. Is it wrong to take things slow in life... Some guys are really a huge JERK!!! I can't believe being with the gal for nearly 3yrs...that guy can simply find another joyful life and continue...not knowing how the gal is feeling in the other end. WOW!! they can happily suspect the gal, they can put restriction for things the gal wanted to do...but they don't really go deep their heart and find out what they really one. looking in the outside and judging a person is never going to make thinks go well JERKS... Speak up and ask her or what is there right beneath her heart. Don't ever presume!! Trust is the most important think you can ever have with that gal maan!! If you don't have it how can thinks work out well....ErRrr!! I feel so hurt and angry...how can you do this too me...i trusted you so much i loved you so so much and end up u gave me a slap on my face just because of a small argument saying i wan to take thinks slow...that how much i realize you have understood me and how much you have really love me deep that heart.... I thought you love me for who i am rather what you wanted. i seriously don't know whether it is me in the wrong or it is you...i feeling blank till now...what do you really wan mann!! Do you want me to be a dog to follow what you say....i will never maan!!! Dream ON!! i have my own life and my own goals...i don't follow what people say i do what my heart says...!! I Hate You Mann!! YOU JERK!!! Err RR!!!
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