Back Afta A Long Time.

Hey Peepz,

Oh Gosh!! it's been nearly 2mnth plus since i wrote on my blog. I am extremely buzie with my O-Levels. Was studying and buzie didnt even touch my blog. haah!! i miss blogging. Anyway i have alot of things running in my mind. Some is stuffs that are hard to be told out some are juz small minor problems that hurts alot. I have 17 more days to the end of my Secondary sch life. haahhxxx!! i am glad. But i will always miss my childhood days. Many thinks happened durin that 1 month of not writting in my blog. I went to Esplanade yesterday had great fun with alot of jokes and laughter. The performance which i caught yesterday was extremely good. Oh man!! the whole time i left my mouth open in shock.Unable to utter anytink out. That was how fabulous it was.Thanks to the school and MISS KHADIJAH and Fellow teachers who organised this event. I miss Nurin and yesterday was the day i met her and talked to her..Guess there is more to talk bout. Needed more time with her. Not only that, for winning silver for SYF i am glad that the school has offered us to go HONG KONG for 5 days. Oh man!! rockin good. Going to have alot of fun.!! Just can't wait. First my Os come first than i will tink bout the others rite..!!


Another thing is that after a very long time finally i having a good conversation with someone who i have treasured strongly in my life. I am glad that we are back chatting and sharing our stories with one another its really a great experience. This shows me that afta 3yrs and 2 days to 4 yrs, we are still able to be friends no matter what has happen. But weneva we talk, i have this feeling in me that i have for many mnths to tell. indeed i couldn't. i am scared. the person is keep askin me, but i can't tell. How am i gng to tell wen the person is alreadi occupied in life. Isn't that very bad if i tell wen someone is occupied and not available to accept what am i gng to say. I juz told that person that i have burn in dwn but i neva it is still kept within me which is hard to erase off. i wonder will i in the future, but i am sure i will not its difficult.Sometimes my mind tells me why must our life be like that. I cherish that person till the end of everythink that i have eva cherish. I respected and did wat i meant to be done but thinks juz dnt work out well. I am regreting now. I feel Upset and down. I have been thinking bout this nearly for 4 days and still no ans. But i believe that weneva that perosn is happie i am happie too...No worries bout that. I am sorrie but i can't burn certain thinks dwn as my heart and mind does not allow me too. I treasure that very secret till now. went the time appears i will tell which might take years or longer. I wonder. If we are meant to tag longer than we will. haax!! Went i wen to the wedding today, All that memories that we shared come back to me once again...i can't stop it. HAix i feel LOst i need help. I dnt noe who to seek but i extremely need help..!! oh God!!!

That's all for now..I am gng to rest as tomorrow is my Eng Paper 1 and 2 O levels. Need some rest to tink.!! Gd Nite..Sweet Dreams.!!