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Hi i am back to write...hahass!! today is my very close friend who i treat like a sista, Elder sis wedding. WoW!! she is 26 finally its her time to get married. haahxx!! wen i see the people around me get married...hahah neva had the wish to get married that fast anyway. I am still single free to mingle. hahahx!! anyway had a good day at the wedding, had alot of jokes and good food. Even thought indian wedding takes hours to complete it was worth while waiting. Once again wen i enter the wedding hall, i felt this feelings of heart pain and saddness...it is not because i have the feeling of getting married and all...but i juzt remember my pass which i shared with someone precious. Haix..!! sometimes i dont feel like attending any wedding as i know i will tend to think about the past!!! Anyway lifes got to move on. memories come and go...i just can't stop that from happening...it really hurts me alot. sometime i cry all night thinking bout it. Sometimes i just keep it deep inside me and not tell it out. How can i move on went i can't tell me .....Tears of pain rolled down my eyes every day and night. Sometimes while i am working my start to think bout it wen i see some other people...but i just got to lie to others than my contact lenses are giving me tears in my eyes...HAIX!!! i am trying my very best to forget everythink and move on...and i will keep trying. i know that it will hurt alot and very alot!!! it can break me into small pieces...but i have no choice but go thru with it....I guess it is time for me too juz start all over again...and forget wat i had done with that person and move...OH GOSH!!! Its really HArd....!! trying my very best....!!! anyway got to go...HAving work tomorrow...!! cya..!!
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