My Life...

Hey, I am back to write my blog it has been so long since i wrote in my blog...LOL!! i miss writting in my blog. anyway bloogy how have u been dng. I hope tinks are gng well. I have got a couple of tinks to say to u ....hahahs This is gng to be freeking long. Yea alot of emotions to pour out to u man!! can't keep it any longer....

Firstly, i am successfully enrolled in my favourite course Chemical Process Technology. I have been dng that course for currently 2 months plus. Learn alot bout petrolchemical PLant...operating of pipes and exchangers...wow!! More of a guy tink.. but i dnt tink so..it's actually kind of interesting love it...Anyway gng ITE..simei i made alot of cool friends in JC1004Y...Wow they are dame cool and we love each other equally la...we care for each other..in other words one for all ...all for one...I am sure..i will enjoy my 2yrs in this sch with a class like that... love u guys always..anyway talkin bout my studies..i have been scoring A for my test which is a motivation for me...LOve that..aiming high..!!!

Secondly..I am back to talk bout my LOVE life...Haix..!!! I dnt noe wat to say bout my love life..i am so confuse pass few days...I have to own up the truth now... I seriously am madly in love with THEVEN. I can't forget him...i have tried many times to hate him to avoid him...to fall for another guy...to make him jealous...many other stuff to make my mind switch of him totally...but i can't i still tink of him...wen i listen to song...wen i see him in sch...wen i eat..bathe...everytime my parents talk bout him...how am i gng to erase him of my life.. The day started wen i went out with him to pasir ris beach..we were talking as usual..than tinks turn out different wen we actually had a bet the day before...saying that if he doesnt disturb me he is allowed to do anitink...hahah!!! it turn out to be a very passionate kiss...which was reallie long...i love the way it wen..slow and romantic...The kiss was not like any other kiss..its like we have so much of love for many yrs...and couldn't show but thru the kiss we are presenting it....from that day onwards..we started gng out...we wen dobhy gaut...the Istana Park...was a all time favourite day..we were reallie intense..oh my god...the love he an i share was fantastic...every kiss every touch he give gives me the intense feeling thru my body...WOW!!! awesome Experience.. I became mad afta that day....over every min we spend..i couldn't sleep that night had alot of dreams running thru me...couldn't focus at work...everytink was so new to me...i felt the world was flying for me...haix,..neva felt like that in my 18yrs of life..now i ma feeling this oh maN!!! On May 28 i was extremely shock wat happen...the way that they wen was as if we were real husband and wife...the day was like i am and him married in a hse running the day showing love to each other...every minute i look at him is like heaven...i seriously afta 28th may i lost myself...and my mind alreadi made me experience the husband and wife relationship that day ..just one day i understand how it will turn out to be..Oh man!!! but afta all this fun and love between us..i still have this hurting pain in me that i can't change..Diary...i feel hurt weneva he msges his galfwen...i feel like crying...i dnt noe how to stop this emotion...i feel like someone is stealing my love one away from me...i can't see him smsing her or meeting her the will turn out to be a doomsday for me ...i have tired to tell myself that it is noting but nth can change it ....HAix...but i JUst have this final wish...if i can't get this life to be with him....i pray reallie badly that wen i reborn again i wan him to be my husband in my next life..and we must stay happie always showing this much of love togetha....Every Blood that runs in me is every beat of his heart...i am seriously telling this from my bottom heart...with tears rolling down my eyes...I LOVE YOU THEVEN....